Great News Everybody!!Will get the full details soon and should be able to start work next week. It's going to be hectic and full of expectations again but at least the stress will be lesser than the stress of not having a job. And I can't complain about getting an income at the end of the month.


Love
Alyssa



It's been a while since I last posted, and now I'm back to stay.

The last 6 months of my Life has basically been a pool of uncertainty and nightmarish happenings. I've realized that I definitely wasn't being rational about a whole lot of decisions in my Life. I deserved so much more than mere settling. I am very glad to be able to open up to my family, relatives and good friends again. Even if they might not know the full extent of what has happened in my Life, I still appreciate their company, warmth and humor.

Just to give a brief overview of what has happened thus far, I made a bad choice to date an abusive divorced man with a son. It is by far the most horrible relationship ever and has left me with more psycho complexes than I can imagine. Feeling super relieved that everything is far behind me and I am in so much better company now. I also have a permanent scar on my right shin from falling, had to get stitches which was really painful. Then, I also had my very 1st car accident, which was a super close shave. It still sends scary images of how it happened and shivers down my spine of an alternative outcome at times. I still try to push it away and not think so much.

So moving on with my Life, have been picking up Crossfit after the 2 months break. Struggling and dying somewhere in between, but I know that the CFSG crew is behind me as well, especially Coach Kevin, who has been supporting me right from the very start. You can never find another a Coach more dedicated to his athletes than him. I also stayed at MBS recently, sponsored by my 1st brother. Though it was short, I really enjoyed myself there. Now, I'm looking for a job as well. So I'll keep my fingers crossed about the ESC job.

I really find Life less complicated now. I have dreams again, to become fit with CFSG, to hold a job and excel at it, to pick up a part-time Biz degree in future should it help me further my career. And I am not jaded anymore, I want to travel the world as soon as I have finances, bring my family out for dinner and in time, settle down for marriage and kids in the future. I'll find my guy who will grow old with me and make mistakes with me, have 2 beautiful kids and struggle to pay the house and get a beautiful car. Hahaha...

All in all, I've picked myself up and I love LIFE once again!

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Alyssa