Dear All,

I guess I'm back once again. It is the time of the year again when I collect the moments in my head, relax in front of my computer and let the words flow. I stress highly on the word 'TIME'.

Today is a public holiday, and I'm just glad I didn't need to wake up early. It is a beautiful smelling rainy day. I do love to sleep and wake up to the salty fresh cool air. And the winds of change of blowing once again.

"When the winds of change blow, some people build walls and others build windmills."

I cooked like a huge bowl of noodles with luncheon meat, 2 eggs and ikan bilis. Threw it away halfway becoz there was some kinda bone or plastic shit in it. Really do not know where it came from, but didn't want to find out. I'm pretty full though.

Had lotsa beer to drink ytd, walked into NANA as well, but didn't stay for drinks. Went to Mustafa to eat prata and mee hoon goreng accompanied with iced milo. That's my sorta lifestyle for now, eat anything, drink anything, no wonder sometimes I end up feeling like anything.

When I got into the job, I knew there were sacrifices to be made, in order to show commitment for the job. I didn't mind as well due to the friends I have there. I don't think I ever made friends at work before, until now. But I have to face the reality that people come and go, hence, I should really start making plans for myself instead. I would like to think that I am a high-flier, overachiever and go-getter. At least that's where I'm planning to aim to land.

Well, decisions are to be made once again. Tough decisions, nonetheless. If I were to move, I would definitely stay there for a few years. No more changes for awhile, it's time to get rooted and grow within. I am definitely going to be successful one day and I pray for the right environment to be in, with the opportunity I'm getting.

I miss CF so much, my close friends would tire of hearing me say that. I am both intimidated and excited by the fact that I may very well get a chance to build my life in my favour again. To be successful in my career, to be fit and to eat well. Going back to embrace the true me again.

I realised that after not writing for too much, my phrasing of English is pretty 'cui'. I guess we'll see over the next few days if this blogging phase lasts.

Love,
Alyssa